Ruth Natalengganis's

16 years i kept you in my side

but now all i can do is hold the memories tight

it's been 3 weeks since you left us here,

without a farewell

And I didn't even get the chance to say the last goodbye

You looked like you were sleeping, but actually you are at eternal rest

Day by day I think about you

And just the thought of you could make me cry

So many things I haven't got to say, like how much I really loved and needed you.

I know it wasn't meant for you to leave us

But God has choosen you to be on His side

From the day when all we did was fight, now tear is the only thing I need to fight

I wonder would you be the same if we meet again one day?

I wonder would you still remember my name if we meet again one day?

I wonder will we ever meet again one day?

I miss the day when you came to my room and play

To tickle, to tease, to share your favorite songs with me

I miss our laughter and togetherness

I miss the day when you taught me patiently for every homework I got

I miss the days when I spent time together with you

And most of it.. I miss being your little sister

I try not to be fragile, though I can't resist this pain and hold back my tears.

Now I have to live my life without you

But I know at the end of the day, I am one day closer to you...

Rest In Peace my beloved brother,

Rialdo Salomo Batubara

November 20th 1989 - February 8th 2012

selamat jalan bang Edo... until we meet again

27 May 2012


finished my bahasa indonesia assignment for making autobiography. (finally)